t h e r e m i n i s c e n t s t a r - -
v2.o -star.
thereminiscentstar .
portia jolene ; posh * lene * (:
LALAPOLYPOCKETCHOONG ;
going 19 .
nafa svaf .
attached . =)
they call me starshine ; tinkerbell ; queenLALA*
191286
broken; and worthless .
hyper .
not what i seem to be .
tend to lose myself in thoughts .
daydreamerr .
sadistic .
black ; hotpeenk ; orange ; white ; purple .
lamee . extremely at times .
comforts people ; but yearns comfort from friends .
cynical .
imperfect .
stubborn .
bossy .
extremely fragile ;
has a soft mushy heart .
am redundant whereever i am . =)
yearns to fly *
je'taime .
the Man Up there . =))
him. =D
churchies .
EEYOREE !
monokuro boo .
cinnamoroll .
starrs .
my telescope . also known as my WIFE . =]
butterflies .
qing tian wawa .
windmills .
carousels .
dancing .
clubbing .
esplanade .
east coast .
southern most point .
changi airport .
marina south .
to be a unique !
blowing bubbles .
jewellery making . =D
taking black&white photographs .
photoshopp !
princess .
cousins shannon&jamie !
sad songs .
piano ; sax ; guitar . (but can't play any)
Sunday, March 14, 2004
am in a pretty much fich-ed up mood right now. yeah. seems like I'M the one at fault. yeah. guess I was the one who caused to you to backstab ALL OF US and thus yeah. i did walk out on you. but YOU didn't even need me. so ya. so DON'T. and i repeat. DON'T make it sound like i fucking walked out on you when you were crying out for me. cause yeah. and for you INFORMATION. check your facts before updating? i'm a L O N E R right now. alright. a L O N E R. =) period.
and dumb blogger is IRRITATING me. dad's DRUNK and broke that DARN vase so MUM is SCREAMING at me. i guess the trip is really a GOOD ONE. coming at a GOOD TIME. i totally need a break alright. like -KABOOM-.
i said i'll get over IT. and i did. no feelings left. what can i say. you wanted to meet. i waited. you didn't turn up. WHAT'S THE POINT. oh forget it.
i should just end this on a note that i guess i found a new hope for myself. BUT. haha. it might be shocking. i'm turning straight. =) and its final. haha. i finally got it out. WHICH probably means i'll just CONTINUE getting hurt. but nevermind. blame me not for my negativeness cause there was never an occasion that i was proven wrong. not. even. once. =) we shall see what would happen after i'm back.
church. i realised what i've been missing. sang heart of worship.. and i teared. blah. forget it.... i'm out. gonna be late. ciao.
;elysium.
11:29:00 PM
eternitywithYOU.
Zen Neeon .
new laptop .
Christian Dior - Dolce Vita .
Corrinne May's 2 albums .
Plumb's albums .
Dishwalla's albums .
Nicholas Spark's books .
Levis 501 & Diva Jeans .
Chronicles of Narnia .
a new starglobe . =|
my daisy rock star bass .
